urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:hatemyself1989 hatemyself1989 hatemyself1989 2008-06-20T09:48:33Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:hatemyself1989:1401 2008-06-20T09:48:33Z 2008-06-20T09:48:33Z what do you think i weigh?<br />im 5"7 btw.<br />excuse the alphalfa<br /><a href="http://i295.photobucket.com/albums/mm133/fattybombah/P4050082.jpg">http://i295.photobucket.com/albums/mm133/fattybombah/P4050082.jpg</a><br /><a href="http://i295.photobucket.com/albums/mm133/fattybombah/P4060086.jpg">http://i295.photobucket.com/albums/mm133/fattybombah/P4060086.jpg</a><br /><a href="http://i295.photobucket.com/albums/mm133/fattybombah/P4060087.jpg">http://i295.photobucket.com/albums/mm133/fattybombah/P4060087.jpg</a><br /><br />biggest thigh's you'll ever see<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://i295.photobucket.com/albums/mm133/fattybombah/P4060089.jpg">http://i295.photobucket.com/albums/mm133/fattybombah/P4060089.jpg</a> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:hatemyself1989:1163 2008-04-13T03:42:55Z 2008-04-13T03:42:55Z does anyone know how many calories are consumed if you chew and spit a piece of bread and gag it out and wash your mouth out afterwards??? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:hatemyself1989:962 2007-09-06T23:28:53Z 2007-09-06T23:28:53Z yuck yuck yuck i was 15 hours into my fast and then i had a finger lick of jam with margerine on it yuck yuck yuck yuck!1<br />what should i do keep going??<br />i am sooo bloated from last night and all i had was <br />licked jam tsp<br />tbsp of tea and spat out<br />licked some icing <br />sugary and fatty i know but my stomach is out like 2 inches today its sooo yuck what should i do? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:hatemyself1989:638 2007-01-24T02:18:00Z 2007-01-24T02:18:00Z hey gosh this is yonks since i have posted and now a little porky! <br /><br />i am 171 yay grown!...<br /><br />but now i weigh like 54kgs ew but not at my highest thank god which is 56 but i have been diagnoised with fluid retention which is uterlly foul and most disgustiong gah that is sick! ewie i hate myself soo much <br /><br />i just want to lsoe weight and cos of this fluid retention they expect i have put on about 5kgs of fluid and now i have a screwed up metabolism jsut to top things off arent i lucky!!!!!!!!..... not hehe<br /><br />well i hope that you are all doing well! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:hatemyself1989:363 2006-10-06T08:38:34Z 2006-10-06T08:38:34Z Age:17<br />Sex:female<br />Height: 170.5<br />Cwt:49<br />Hwt:54<br />Lwt:44<br />Stgwt:42<br />Ltgwt:39<br />Ed type: Anorexia<br />Diagnosed? Or self Diagnosed? Diagnosed<br />Hey i have suffered from and ed since i was 12 and it is a never ending cycle of ups and downs!<br />i recently on Lovan and put on 5 kg in 2 weeks YUCK i hate it...<br />also diagnoised with thyroid problems and now the oly thing i wish in the whole world is to weigh like 40 and lose 9kg in 4 weeks that would be great anyone got any tips or ideas<br />i currently have 1 carrot every second day or celery and i do 5 hours exercise and am OCD about cleaning and everything has to be spot less..